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Richard Diebenkorn Berkeley no. 1 1953 oil on canvas Phillips Collection, Washington DC |
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Richard Diebenkorn Berkeley no. 54 1955 oil on canvas Buffalo AKG Art Museum, New York |
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Richard Diebenkorn Flowers 1957 oil on canvas Crocker Art Museum, Sacramento, California |
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Richard Diebenkorn Girl Looking at Landscape 1957 oil on canvas Whitney Museum of American Art, New York |
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Richard Diebenkorn Woman by a Window 1957 oil on canvas Phoenix Art Museum, Arizona |
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Richard Diebenkorn Woman in a Window 1957 oil on canvas Buffalo AKG Art Museum, New York |
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Richard Diebenkorn Girl with Plant 1960 oil on canvas Phillips Collection, Washington DC |
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Richard Diebenkorn Interior with View of Buildings 1962 oil on canvas Cincinnati Art Museum, Ohio |
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Richard Diebenkorn View of Oakland 1962 oil on canvas Smithsonian American Art Museum, Washington DC |
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Richard Diebenkorn Landscape 1963 drawing San Jose Museum of Art, California |
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Richard Diebenkorn Ocean Park no. 6 1968 oil on canvas Smithsonian American Art Museum, Washington DC |
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Richard Diebenkorn Ocean Park no. 27 1970 oil on canvas Brooklyn Museum |
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Richard Diebenkorn Untitled (Ocean Park) 1971 gouache and watercolor on paper Phillips Collection, Washington DC |
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Richard Diebenkorn Ocean Park no. 64 1973 oil on canvas Carnegie Museum of Art, Pittsburgh |
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Richard Diebenkorn Ocean Park no. 66 1973 oil on canvas Buffalo AKG Art Museum, New York |
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Richard Diebenkorn Ocean Park no. 86 1975 oil on canvas Saint Louis Art Museum |
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Richard Diebenkorn Ocean Park no. 125 1980 oil on canvas Whitney Museum of American Art, New York |
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Richard Diebenkorn Untitled 1980 acrylic on paper Walker Art Center, Minneapolis |
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Richard Diebenkorn Untitled 1980 oil on paper Whitney Museum of American Art, New York |
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Hans Namuth Richard Diebenkorn 1982 C-print National Portrait Gallery, Smithsonian Institution, Washington DC |
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Richard Diebenkorn Blue 1984 color woodblock print New Britain Museum of American Art, Connecticut |
The Melancholy Assistant
I had an assistant but he was melancholy,
so melancholy it interfered with his duties.
He was to open my letters, which were few,
and answer those that required answers,
leaving a space at the bottom for my signature.
And under my signature, his own initials,
in which formality, at the outset, he took great pride.
When the phone rang, he was to say
his employer was at the moment occupied,
and offer to convey a message.
After several months, he came to me.
Master, he said (which was his name for me),
I have become useless to you, you must turn me out.
And I saw that he had packed his bags
and was prepared to go, though it was night
and the snow was falling. My heart went out to him.
Well, I said, if you cannot perform these few duties,
what can you do? And he pointed to his eyes,
which were full of tears. I can weep, he said.
then you must weep for me, I told him,
as Christ wept for mankind.
Still he was hesitant.
Your life is enviable, he said:
what must I think of when I cry?
And I told him of the emptiness of my days,
and of time, which was running out,
and of the meaninglessness of my achievement,
and as I spoke I had the odd sensation
of once more feeling something
for another human being –
He stood completely still.
I had lit a small fire in the fireplace;
I remember hearing the contented murmurs of the dying logs –
Master, he said, you have given
meaning to my suffering.
It was a strange moment.
The whole exchange seemed both deeply fraudulent
and profoundly true, as though such words as emptiness and meaninglessness
had stimulated some remembered emotion
which now attached itself to this occasion and person.
His face was radiant. His tears glinted
red and gold in the firelight.
Then he was gone.
Outside the snow was falling,
the landscape changing into a series
of bland generalizations
marked here and there with enigmatic
shapes where the snow had drifted.
The street was white, the various trees were white –
Changes of the surface, but is that not really
all we ever see?
– Louise Glück (2014)